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HULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO.
I've gotta back to school in 2 days. Yes 2. Do I care? Kinda.
Am I worried?
Meh.
Woke up late today.
Ate some pumpkin pie.
Went to Music Trader. I never ealized how shitty, their Metal section is. Besdies a little Venom and Mayhem, nothing. No Dimmu Brgir or Children of Bodom. No Helloween either. So I didn't buy anything. Later on I regretted not buying some Helloween.
HERE I AM, ROCK YOU LIKE A HURRICANE.
Long story short I bought my Epiphone Les Paul. And should be getting a good amp soon, untill then I have something not so bad. I talked with Chris. He and Tia are having a fight or something. I got some love advice from him, right now.
HERE I AM, ROCK YOU LIKE A HURRICANE |
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| 08:45pm 26/11/2003 |
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What are the chances being alone for too long makes you crazy? Do I want to know. I am alone too much. It's just me and the geetar. I downloaded a horrible remix of the police. I am going to learn every ZWAN song ever. Ever. Even those I havn't heard. Every time I hear my live version of their Don't Let Me Down cover I am reminded of exactly what that concert was like. The lights. The heat. Seeing Paz smiling. Biilly smiling. The smoke. The pot smoke being blown on me. God that was the greatest night of my life. A good concert needs to come by, the only decent one recently was Hot Water Music and I was sick. My commie bastard parents wouldn't drive me to Cursive. And our commie bastard government wouldn't let me see The Blacks Hearts Procession cause I amn't 21. Once I finish with this Police remix I'm gonna go play Morrowind, damn is that game addicting. Fm94/9 is doing the totally anarchy and choas no dj labor weekend, I trying to decide what to request. Rhinocerous from the MSahing Pumpkins would be nice, but I still think they would play At the Drive-In for me. |
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| 08:26pm 17/11/2003 |
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Remember there's a big difference between kneeling down and bending over.
You have just destroyed one model XQJ-37 nuclear powered pansexual
roto-plooker....and you're gonna have to pay for it.
Don't mind your make-up, you'd better make your mind up.
Jazz is not dead...it just smells funny.
I have a message to deliver to the cute people of the world...if you're cute, or maybe you're beautiful...there's MORE OF US UGLY MOTHER****ERS OUT THERE THAN YOU ARE!! So watch out.
Is that a real poncho or a Sears poncho?
You're an asshole! You're an asshole! That's right! You're an asshole! You're an asshole! Yes yes!
Number one ain't you...
You ain't even number two.
I'll do the stupid thing first and then you shy people follow...
Stupidity is the basic building block of the universe.
Never try to get your peter sucked in France.
Kill Ugly Radio
I'm not black, but there's a whole lot of
times I wish I could say I'm not white.
Help! I'm a rock!
Another day, another sausage...
Playing guitar is like ****ing -- you never forget it.
...Unless you're really, really stupid.
There are more love songs than anything else.
If songs could make you do something we'd all love one another.
If classical music is the state of the art,
then the arts are in a sad state.
Beauty is a French phonetic corruption of a short, cloth neck
ornament, currently in resurgence.
Modern music is a sick puppy.
Most people wouldn't know good music if it came up and bit them in the ***.
I figure the odds be fifty-fifty
I just might have some thing to say.
The person who stands up and says, ``This is
stupid,'' either is asked to `behave' or, worse,
is greeted with a cheerful ``Yes, we know!
Isn't it terrific!''
The language and concepts contained herein are
guaranteed not to cause eternal torment in the
place where the guy with the horns and pointed
stick conducts his business.
My best advice to anyone who wants to raise a
happy, mentally healthy child is: Keep him or
her as far away from a church as you can.
I like having the capitol of the United States in Washington, D.C., in spite of recent efforts to move it to Lynchburg, Virginia.
Children are naive -- they trust everyone.
School is bad enough, but, if you put a child
anywhere in the vicinity of a church, you're
asking for trouble.
Nuclear explosions under the Nevada desert?
What the **** are we testing for?
We already know the **** blows up.
Politics is the
entertainment branch of
industry.
Star Wars won't work. Star Wars won't work.
The gas still gets through; it could get right on
you. And what about those germs, now?
Star Wars won't work.
Thanks to our schools and political leadership,
the U.S. has acquired an international reputation
as the home of 250 million people dumb enough to
buy 'The Wacky Wall-Walker.'
Stupidity has a certain charm --
ignorance does not.
The real question is:
Is it possible to laugh while ****ing?"
The single-child yuppo-family that uses the child
as a status object: `A perfect child? Of course!
We have one here -- he's under the coffee table.
Ralph, stand up! Play the violin!'
Americans like to talk about (or be told about) Democracy but, when put to the test, usually find it to be an 'inconvenience.' We have opted instead for an authoritarian system disguised as a Democracy. We pay through the nose for an enormous joke-of-a-government, let it push us around, and then wonder how all those assholes got in there.
From the time Mr. Developing Nation was forced to read "The Little Red Book" in exchange for a blob of rice, till the time he figured out that waiting in line for a loaf of pumpernickel was boring as ****, took about three generations. ...
If it sounds GOOD to YOU, it's bitchen;
and if it sounds BAD to YOU, it's ****ty.
If your children ever find out how lame you really are, they'll
gonna murder you in your sleep....
Ugly as I mights be, I am your futum!
There is no hell. There is only France.
Without deviation from the norm, 'progress' is not possible.
A world of sexual incompetents, encountering
eachother, under disco circumstances... Now can't you
do songs about that?
**** that! when did mediocrity and banality become a good
image for your children?
Why do you necessarily have to be wrong just because a few million people think you are?
A drug is not bad. A drug is a chemical compound. The problem comes in when people who take drugs treat them like a licence to behave like an asshole.
Flatulence can be cruel!
Speed: It will turn you into your parents.
Sopranos!? That's why God made the rocket launcher and grenade!
There were 45 men in the jail cell, the toilet and shower
had never been cleaned, the temperature was 110 degrees so
you couldn't sleep night or day, there were roaches in the
oatmeal, sadistic guards, and everything that was nice.
This is a personal thing, I think that if you wanted to make top ten hits and sell millions of records, you could.
FZ: Yeah, but who wants to go through life with a tiny nose and one glove on?
I knew Jimi (Hendrix) and I think that the best thing
you could say about Jimi was: there was a person who
shouldn't use drugs.
It's better to have something to remember than nothing to reget...
If you wind up with a boring, miserable life because you listened to your mom, your dad, your teacher, your priest or some guy on TV telling you how to do your ****, then YOU DESERVE IT.
There will never be a nuclear war; there's too much real estate involved.
Heaven would be a place where bull**** existed only on television.
(Hallelujah! We's halfway there!)
Golly, do I ever have alot of soul!!
Shoot low, they're riding Shetlands
The essence of Christianity is told us in the Garden of Eden
history. The fruit that was forbidden was on the tree of
knowledge. The subtext is, All the suffering you have is
because you wanted to find out what was going on. You could
be in the Garden of Eden if you had just keep your ****ing
mouth shut and hadn't asked any questions.
If you want to get laid, go to college, but if you want an education,
go to the library.
A lot of things wrong with society today are directly
attributable to the fact that the people who make the
laws are sexually maladjusted.
I can gross out anybody in this room.
Anything played wrong twice in a row is the beginning of an arrangement.
The whole Universe is a large joke.
Everything in the Universe are just subdivisions of this joke.
So why take anything too serious.
You can't write a chord ugly enough to say what you want sometimes, so you have to rely on a giraffe filled with whipped cream.
There are fourty people in this world, and five of them are hamburgers.
It's not pretty, also you can't dance to it.
Nobody looks good in brown lipstick
May your **** come to life and kiss you on the face.
The drummer's playing in 4/4, the Saxophone player is playing 5/4, the guitar player is picking his nose....
Beware of the fish people, they are the true enemy
Anything can be music
Seriousity is something to be laughed at.
Get smart and i'll **** you over-Sayeth The Lord
Scientology, how about that? You hold on to the tin cans and then this guy asks you a bunch of questions, and if you pay enough money you get to join the master race. How's that for a religion?
I wrote a song about dental floss but did anyone's teeth get cleaner?
Of course you realize you won't be able to hear the organ
once we turn the guitars on.
Tax the **** out of the churches!
The concept of the rock-guitar solo in the eightees has
pretty much been reduced to: Weedly-weedly-wee, make a face,
hold your guitar like it's your weenie, point it heavenward,
and look like you're really doing something. Then, you get
a big ovation while the the smoke bombs go off, and the
motorized lights in your truss twirl around!"
If there's ever an obscene noise to be made on an instrument,
it's gonna come out of a guitar! On a sax you can play sleze,
on a bass you can play balls.but on a guitar you can be
truely obscene! Lets be realistic about this, the guitar can
be the single most blastomphous device on the earth!
the guitar makes a stink noise. thats why I like it!!
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| 09:34pm 12/11/2003 |
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So I saw Derek and Jerin . Good times. They wanted to throw me in the pool. I felt like shit the whole time. Cause I fucked up my face on the floor. The worst is over. All your problems are over the hill. All your pain wil burn away and you can face the brand new The worst is over. FUCK YOU DEREK AND YOUR GOD DAMN L-O-L's. It's all bull-shit. Welcome to HellView. In the darkness I'll be sleeping. Withering away. You can try and save. Deeper into my darkness. Depper. I'm Dying.
You're dying.
I'm dying.
Thirsty
Dying. Dead. Dead.
Hell.
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| 09:26pm 12/11/2003 |
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Yeah so I bought Disintegration. Greatest Album Ever. Thank you very much. I can't stop listening to The Ugly Organ from Cursive. Good shit. Yes. [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font size"+5">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Yeah so I bought Disintegration. Greatest Album Ever. Thank you very much. I can't stop listening to The Ugly Organ from Cursive. Good shit. Yes. <font size"+5">Commies!</font> But seriously, Cursive are good. Best rythm section since Fugazi. So it's time to settle down now but I just can't I just can't hurt myself enough to stop. Sometimes I feel schizophrenic. Other times I don't. I found out from the X-Fiels schizophrenic people obsses a lot. Well now thats me whole heartedly. And she cried. |
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| 08:35pm 04/11/2003 |
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I lied. Today wasn't so bad. It was gloomy all day. And I had a nice black hoodie to enjoy it all in. Someone asked me if I was a goth. I laughed. I wear black all the time. I think I'm gonna write Jude an e-mail, I don't understand this pentatonic thing. |
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| 06:59pm 02/11/2003 |
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I wish. I wish I gave a fuck.
That's a cool word.
Fuck.
You.
Me.
I.
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fickfacker is listening to Kennedy-Kill Hannah
I've been listening to Kill Hanah and Cursive lately.
" Razorblade Kiss "
I taste death in every kiss we share
Every sundown seems to be the last we have
Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end
I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting oh
Mmhhh mmmhhhh
Every time we touch we get closer to heaven
And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven
Uh.uh
You on my skin this must be the end
The only way you can love me is to hurt me again
And again
And again
And again
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling
Taste from your lips, oh my Love
Only inside I'm free
I'm tired of waiting
You've got to let me dream
Inside Baby
I'm not afraid to feel
I want you to love me
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one
Cause you are the one
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
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negative sleep: i read my livejournal and it made me sad ... are they supposed to do that?
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: you have a lj?
negative sleep: yup
negative sleep: cause im such an un-emotinal girl
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: you've officially turned into a teenage girl.
negative sleep: im go have my period all over the bathroom
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: just like suncoolgirlys!
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: her screen name... sun... cool... girl... ys..
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: ?
negative sleep: i dunno
negative sleep: you want a livejournal?
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: um
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: sure
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: i'll be a teenage girl!
negative sleep: you're one of us ...
negative sleep: don't forget youre white cap
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: :-o1
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: !
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: my brother's a teenage girl.
negative sleep: in college
Blaze's Pantheresse. Period.: yep |
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ficklefacker: hey
biohazardgott: hey
ficklefacker: whats up
ficklefacker: do oyu like women yet?
biohazardgott: lol nah nor men
ficklefacker: damn i thought i had a chance
biohazardgott: lol
biohazardgott: seb there isnt any mexican i would rather fuck
ficklefacker: i feel so loved
biohazardgott: lol
ficklefacker: its gotten so sad down here
biohazardgott: why u say that
biohazardgott: aww does seb miss me
ficklefacker: me and derek have no friends, and jerin has a whole bunch
biohazardgott: qouting seb "why do you hang with us were not kewl like you"
ficklefacker: lol
ficklefacker: i mis you chris
biohazardgott: psssshhh sure u do
ficklefacker: i miss chris too much
biohazardgott: whose chris?
ficklefacker: you!
biohazardgott: awwwww
ficklefacker: i do have some god news ...
ficklefacker: ficklefacker: christina
ficklefacker: the cheerleader
ficklefacker: tell her i said fuck you
ozzzmosis13: she got her ass kiked
ficklefacker: :-D
ozzzmosis13: it was awsome
ficklefacker: really?
ficklefacker: i have a the biggest smile on my face
ozzzmosis13: ya |
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ficklefacker: hello
ozzzmosis13: hey
ficklefacker: what is down
ozzzmosis13: nothin dawg
ficklefacker: dont go ghetto on me
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: srry
ozzzmosis13: chris wont tlak alot tonight?
ficklefacker: is he on?
ficklefacker: hey christine is on
ozzzmosis13: was
ficklefacker: i didnt see him
ozzzmosis13: ohhh
ozzzmosis13: she doesnt talk to me?
ficklefacker: ill tell her to talk to you
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: sadly enough im listening to smashy on my own
ficklefacker: :-D fuck yeah what song?
ozzzmosis13: zero!!!!!!!!
ficklefacker: i was listening to the live version
ozzzmosis13: kool
ficklefacker: yeah, with a kick ass solo
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: ok
ficklefacker: ficklefacker: derek says he wants to have your children, if you talk to him
ficklefacker: ozzzmosis13: II luv christine but she no talk to me on aim
ficklefacker: so hows madison?
udlezofnoodlez: fun
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: i want her kids?
ficklefacker: ;-)
ozzzmosis13: lol...
ozzzmosis13: smashy is good depressing music!!!
ozzzmosis13: i love it
ficklefacker: if you want depressing listen to depeche mofe and the cure
ficklefacker: mode*
ficklefacker: they make me want to kill myself
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: ok
ficklefacker: but yeah smashy are good
ficklefacker: christine sounds ... happy
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: huh?
ozzzmosis13: she is cuz shes got tons of friends
ozzzmosis13: everyone ditches me..:'(
ficklefacker: oh ... if we dont have friends no one should!
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: 'ya
ficklefacker: i still love you derek
ozzzmosis13: i love u to man!
ficklefacker: awww ... im touched
ficklefacker: and feeling really gay
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: ok...take it back
ficklefacker: have you talked with jerin lately?
ozzzmosis13: ya
ficklefacker: does he have f...friends?
ozzzmosis13: ya
ozzzmosis13: lol
ficklefacker: what the fuck!
ficklefacker: you and me ended up with no friends
ficklefacker: how the fuck did that happen?
ozzzmosis13: lol...yep
ozzzmosis13: iono
ficklefacker: we were the coolest motherfuckers
ozzzmosis13: ya...now we suck
ficklefacker: god damn this is shit
ficklefacker: see god does hate us
ozzzmosis13: everyone used to be like thats sebastion and derek...lets get closer and see if we can get kool...they stole our kool...we have none now
ozzzmosis13: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ficklefacker: fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
ozzzmosis13: so
ficklefacker: we have to kill ... everyone
ozzzmosis13: yes exelent
ficklefacker: with big axes
ficklefacker: and then i have sex with them
ozzzmosis13: ...hehe
ozzzmosis13: yes
ozzzmosis13: good plan
ficklefacker: not you just me
ficklefacker: sex for sebastian!
ozzzmosis13: no
ficklefacker: ok you can have some
ozzzmosis13: lol
ficklefacker: have you seen gimme a C gimme an H gimme a fuck i to lazy to spell it out
ozzzmosis13: no
ozzzmosis13: ?
ficklefacker: christina
ficklefacker: the cheerleader
ficklefacker: tell her i said fuck you
ozzzmosis13: she got her ass kiked
ficklefacker: :-D
ozzzmosis13: it was awsome
ficklefacker: really?
ficklefacker: i have a the biggest smile on my face
ozzzmosis13: ya
ficklefacker: by who?
ficklefacker: :-D:-D:-D:-D
ozzzmosis13: chelsea
ozzzmosis13: a punker
ficklefacker: ha tell her i said good job even if i dont know her
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: ok
ficklefacker: :-D
ficklefacker: i have to put this in my livejournal
ficklefacker: does ashley still like u?
ozzzmosis13: ok
ozzzmosis13: nope...she wont talk to me?
ficklefacker: she wont?
ficklefacker: she wanted to sexu up, now nothing
ficklefacker: thats not right
ozzzmosis13: nope
ozzzmosis13: no one will?
ozzzmosis13: tell me!!!
ficklefacker: *cough* chris *cough*
ficklefacker: ;-)
ozzzmosis13: lmao
ficklefacker: id rather him sex up you than me
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: eww
ficklefacker: oh man what happened
ficklefacker: last year was so good
ozzzmosis13: i kno
ficklefacker: we have fallen from grace
ficklefacker: now jerin and blaine have taken our places
ozzzmosis13: lmao
ozzzmosis13: omg
ficklefacker: what?
ficklefacker: is there a naked black guy in your room?
ozzzmosis13: no
ozzzmosis13: why?
ficklefacker: you said omg
ozzzmosis13: lol...nm
ficklefacker: if you say so
ficklefacker: you just hang out with josh?
ozzzmosis13: ok
ozzzmosis13: wat now?
ficklefacker: what?
ozzzmosis13: josh is the only one about
ficklefacker: i have no one, i just draw, read guitar world and books on crowley
ozzzmosis13: lol
ozzzmosis13: go sado
ficklefacker: yeah im really popoular
ozzzmosis13: yaaaa
ficklefacker: ficklefacker: do oyu like women yet?
biohazardgott: lol nah nor men
ficklefacker: damn i thought i had a chance
biohazardgott: lol
biohazardgott: seb there isnt any mexican i would rather fuck
ficklefacker: i feel so loved
ozzzmosis13: lmao |
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Uhhhhhh. My mom woke me up early, and I'm really tired. I went to sleep at 1 and I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping. Alas I can't cause I just can't I guess. It feels like my nose is bleeding but it's not. I feel like crap. Lets see whta happened. Yesterday I went to the beach and actually had a good time. I made the most ass kicking kick ass sand castle. Ever. It was a big castle tower thing in the middle. Then I dug real deep and surrounded it with water. Then there were walls around that. And those little evil looking tower things I make on them. I can't describe how cool it actually looked.But w went to church afterwards and that sucked. It sucked a lot. The day before was just sucky. It sucked, so it was sucky. I find ouy I'm not getting a guiatr for my birthday. Which is tommorrow, I'm not doing anything. Maybe I'll hang out with Blaine or something. I'm turning 10. Im a big boy now. I've got guitar lessons today. I'm gonna try and go to the square or gnet or something too. I miss the square. There's nothing like that here in this uncultered red neck town. Except that big mall me and Jerin hung out at. Maybe I'll call Jerin and we'll hang out. Maybe. My dad told me Carl and Nicha we're gonna get divorced. I still don't believe it. Uncle Carl was always so nice to me and Leo. And everybody. I hope he stays with Jason and Justin so we can still visit them. I haven't seen them in a long time. I can't belive they are getting divorced though. They were like perfect together. So happy and stuff. It just shows how this world is turning into a very shitty place to be. School starts Sept. 2nd. Can't say I'm ready for it at all. Oh well I really don't care. I can't say I care about anything anymore. Ecept maybe music. I think it's keeping me sane. Or at least les insane than I could be.
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mood:  thirsty music: HIM-Buried Alive By Love
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I havn't written in this thing in close to a month or something. I don't really know what day it is. I just kind of fake my way through it. Like with doing work at school. AHHHHHHHHHHH! School run away. Run past the hills. Past granpmas house. Hide in the closet of that fat black guy named Bubba who does guys at The Former Howard Stern Truck Stop. What The Fuck did I just type? Went to this party ting in Mexico. There was a cool band ad I talked with the people in it. They were nice. They restored my faith in humanity. The damn lizard in the garage took it away. So how 'bout the Mets? What you speak bad of the Mets? How dare you do that? If it wasn't for the MEts we would live in caves. With only clubs to hit each other on the head. Would you want that? Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Honestly I promise. I got wine cause I'm cool. Nobody is cool, All we are doing is killing time. Some people kill time a lot better than other people do. Others not so well.Others kill. Those we like. Charles Manson was a good man, he just had crazy psycho friends. Rob Zombie thought my ZWAN had the Manson family on it. Now if two piggies are dancing how can this be? One is a clone, one is undead. The pale one, he it is him. H.I.M. I will explain the universe now. The universe is where we are. We are all ere. Yes? But we are not the only ones here. There are aliens. We just havn't uncovered them yet. Sure we had the smurfs. They were blue. Or were they green. They were small. But we are as tall sa everyone else thinks we are. If everyone calls you short. You will be short.You could be as tall as a tree. But how tall is the tree. Nothing is there if you can't see it. So close your eyes. You can fell it. But if you feel it is it there? Amputate your arm. Can you still feel it? Yes. Is it there? No. Its only there in your head. But you can put things in your head. You can act outside of your head. You can let other people in your head. When you hear voices, you are not crazy. You are better cause you are getting more help. It might not be good, but it is help. And help helps the things you think be better. If one person is crazy and the other vomits to make friends. Who is crazy. Not the superfical person? Society says they arn't. But society sucks. Society is not one thing. It is many of everything. Everyone who is out and has friends is society. Society is the in. It is the coolest. And it is sick. It is obssesive, compulsive, and crazy. It is a disease that we are all bourne into. It is a venereal disease that won't let go. The most corrupted are the ones it likes the most. It makes us like them. But we get smarter. Then suddenly it turns and tries to become those who've turned. It tries to turn them into us. While changed us to blend into them. And it is working. We can run but not for long. So how do we win? You can't. Only confuse. Some things will always stay taboo. Cannabalism, etc. So what must we do? the most fucked p shit we can think of. Wear a dress of orange jell-o. Fight for your right, so call people annoying preps. And shit like that.
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| Hi ... I'm Here |
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| 11:12pm 22/07/2003 |
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Well a lot has happened, kind of. Got back from Mexico. I got sick, I still am sick. I still went to guitar lessons, I thought I was going to die. I took a big nap from like 4 til 9. It was good. Hung out at a dare I saw mall with Jerin. Yes Jerin. He and Steve picked me up then Steve dropped us off there. Jerin is terrible iwht money, he had $10 and he spent 8 of it on candy. And not even good candy, crappy candy. It was okay, but he got tiredout and was whiny and stuff. Rable rable. It was really anxious to talk to someone. Got better while I was sick. I was pretty fucking bored a lot. I wished some alien in a goat costume could land and say "Hey Sebastian you're on the eam, you have the duck suit. Lets go eat people." But nothing like that happened. Sci Fi didn't make it any better, put the CROW on tv! Lets cut to the good stuff. I went to comic-con! With Blaine and Dennis. I had $70 this time, go me. I had a lot more than last time. Blaine didn't have any money and his mom yelled at him for losing what he'd saved. It turned out he had $70, thats not bad. We met up with Dennis and we went. We walked around for a little and ho did we see? Eric Pigors and Toxic Toons. He's really cool. I bought 2 shirts and he gave me one for free. Go Pigors! Turns out James from Metallica really likes his stuff and has a whole bunch of sshirts. He even wore one on a Rolling Stone cover. Small magazine maybe you know it. Eric was cool we talked for a while. I got this awesome shirt that is black with red drawing and it has this guy who kinda looks like Rob Zombie playing a guitar with 666 on it, I love it. We walked around some more looking for Giant Robot. The punisher booth threw out a shirt to these guys and causght it. I filmed some naked pictures on blaines camera. There were a bunch of chick booths there. It was good. Saw these hilarious things called Happy Tree Friends. Just go to the website www.happytreefriends.com I met Rob Zombie! and I got his autograph! it was awesome we talked for a while with pigors too. im tired of writing. |
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| dont call me a girngo you fucking beaner |
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| 11:30pm 13/07/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: Apocalyptica-Fade To Black
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I'm back from a little escape to Mexico. It really wasn't too fun. I did get some really good food. But had no fun. Can't make jokes there. I fell asleep outside. When I woke up I felt sic. THeir damn dog was bothering me. The ugly one with a giant head and a small body. I feel sick I don't feel like writing. I really want to put something deep and smart and funny in here but I cant find the time. |
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| Wear a rotting corpse, then I'll be happy |
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| 10:29pm 09/07/2003 |
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music: anything-drama rama
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my week
Monday- Went into Clairemont for guitar lesons. Didn't hang out with anyone cause I really didn't try.
Teusday-Stayed home
Wednesday-Went to Clariemont. Didn't see anyone, Derek left for Minnesota.
Havn't talked with Chris in a while I should call him. |
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| 11:06pm 08/07/2003 |
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2+2=5 : if i go to jail im gonna tatoo EXIT ONLY on my ass
:( : ..that sounds painful :P yet hilarious
2+2=5 : what do u want me to tatoo CUM INSIDE instead?
:( : nah, it's okay |
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| 03:13pm 08/07/2003 |
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They hurt me bad. Stop. STOP it. ANyway hello my live journal and you stalkers reading it. You probably get more fun out of it than I do. Anyway let's see.
DID YOU KNOW ...It's illegal to rip money.So I think I will. I will.I DID HaHa. That was a great feeling, one of the best ever. To know someone somewhere is begging for that dollar. Now they can no longer get it, because I ripped it HAHA.
I AM KING.
Heil THE KING |
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| Kiss Off Fuck You |
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| 03:09pm 08/07/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: Kiss Off-The Violent Femmes
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Kiss Off by the Violent Femmes
I need someone a person to talk to
someone who'd care to love
could it be you could it be you
situation gets rough then I start to panic
it's not enough it's just a habit
hey kid your sick well darling this is it
you can all just kiss off into the air
behind my back I can see them stare
they'll hurt me bad but I won't mind
they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time
yeah yeah they do it all the time
I hope you know this will go down
on your permanent record
oh yeah well don't get so distressed
did I happen to mention that I'm impressed
I take one one one cause you left me and
two two two for my family and
3 3 3 for my heartache and
4 4 4 for my headaches and
5 5 5 for my lonely and
6 6 6 for my sorrow and
7 7 for no tomorrow and
8 8 I forget what 8 was for and
9 9 9 for a lost god and
10 10 10 10 for everything
everything everything everything |
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